It's been a long time since I've posted. I felt the need to write. So much has changed over the past few months, and now were in a new year....
It's a new year, 2011. A year that is going to be scary as hell. Graduating college, it's time to go out in the real world.
2010. There's so much to say about it. I started off 2010 with a better attitude, I lived and I learned so much. I stepped out of my shell. I opened myself up to the world, to a place I was so afraid of. I've had such ups and downs in my life lately, things that made me want to give up, but then I think about all the things that I love, the things that make life worth while. I just read back to see the thing's I have written in the past months and I was so...whats the word...shocked?... From last year until today I have changed so much for the better. I am so happy of the person I am turning into. I must admit, everything I said I wanted I got, but it was all at a cost.
My kitten, Joey<3, I had him for a few months, he was amazing. I loved him. But after a series of unfortunate events I had to get rid of him. I luckily had a friend willing to give him a good home and I get to see pictures time to time. He was my baby, I know he was cat, but he became like my best friend.
2010, what else can I say, there's so much. I started school, college, one of the scariest things I've ever had to do. It meant I had to grow up, take responsibility. I love it.
It's now January 1, 2011. I have 3 weeks left of school. 3 WEEKS. Would you believe it!?!? It went by so fast. It has been amazing, such a life changing experience. I got to meet people I never imagined. I made great friends and had so much fun. It's been amazing and as much as I don't want it to end, I can't wait to see what life has in store for me next.
As I've written in the past; Live, Laugh, Love; those three words mean so much to me. I've realized life is to short to sit back and hide. I put myself out there, in a scary world ready to get hurt, but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger right? I've learned a little something about faith this year. I have faith. Whatever is meant to be will happen, and I will be happy with any outcome. I will work hard, and get where I'm needed.
It's 12:05am, it means it's the 2nd day of the year.
I was born on March 11, so I believe that 2011 will be a very lucky year for me.
that's all for now,
KN
