Kitty Cat

Sooo, I might be getting a Kitty! I am going to name him Joey. He is gorgeous and I am in love! The only problem is, I need to BEG for my job back like tomorrow. Haha, I want him so bad, I always get what I want.

School Venting

Blood Smears... for most of you, you have no idea what this is. For medical laboratory workers you know. Today was the first day of practising our smears. I'm really to shoot myself. The teacher says that we probably wont get it for about a week but for me that's not good! I like getting things the first time, or at least the first day. I did over 50 blood smears and didn't get one right. I'm so annoyed. And to make it even worse I have a test tomorrow!!! I should be studying but I decided to take a few minutes to vent, so I can focus on studying.


okay, good luck to me.
I'll be back soon to blog about something important!

KN

Feelings....

Feeling...looking up the word in the dictionary, with over 10 meanings, I'm still confused by it. I have feelings for you, thinking you have feelings for me. Could it be possible? Could the unthinkable happen? I'm faced with these questions every day. I wish everyone could just be straight up, say it as it is, without getting in trouble that is.
There are so many rules... rules rules rules! Don't do this, but do that. I understand the concept of rules and boundaries, I really do. It's just unfair in certain situations. I'm infatuated, yes you heard me, INFATUATED. Someone I can't have but want so badly. It's not the thrill of the chase either. I know what I want and I will work hard to get it. Breaking the rules or not, I can keep a secret.

All I want is a clandestine love affair.

Confidence. It's different than being cocky. I am confident. I will get what I want, with my head held high.

JUST FOR THE RECORD....

you can mess with me all you want, but mess with my girlfriend and you're in trouble.

my hitlist is at 4! and counting...

peaceout.
KN

It's my FRIDAY!

Okay, so I know it's really only Thursday but I'm still in school and I get tomorrow off so it feels like Friday! I LOVE IT. School, in the summer, I know everyone thinks I'm crazy. But honestly, I love it. It keeps me busy, and I'll be finished in January. I get my degree and I'm off to work. (Not until a well deserved vacation at least, hehe!) So now your thinking, 'what is she in school for?' I'm going to tell you, but I'd rather not. You'll probably think I'm crazy. I'm going for a medical lab technician, I'm that nasty person that pokes you and takes all your blood, and analyses your piss and shit, GREAT JOB eh! hahah anyways enough about me....


I'm watching 'access hollywood' and Janis Dickinson is touching upon the plastic surgeon that died. The story is he was texting and driving while on a cliff and his dog was in the car. The doctor died but the dog survived. Janis went on saying how we shouldn't text and drive because of these beautiful animals we have. I'm a huge animal lover, don't get me wrong, but before you say animals in the car, maybe mention CHILDREN. I'll cut her some slack though, she did mention children, but not until after the dog.... but anyways, may he rest in peace. Let this be a message to you all on how dangerous texting and driving is.

15 more minutes until Big Brother 12 starts! What is going to happen tonight? With Matt and Lane on the block. Matt having the special Veto. He is obviously going to take himself off the block. His only move is putting Kathy on the block, unless this special Veto lets him put up Brendon. I don't think so. If Kathy goes up, she will get kicked out. Hayden, Enzo, and Matt will vote to evict Kathy; and Britt and Ragan should vote to evict Kathy as well... I hope Lane doesn't go home!!!

So anyways that's my Thursday night!

Actually I got some fist pumping action to enjoy at 10 tonight with Jersey Shore season 2! awesome! I can't wait.

Until next time,


byes!

KF

Today is yet another day....

It's Sunday. My first blog post. I've had a blog before although I have no idea what happened to it. Nor did I even remember my URL address. That just proves my short term memory. I forgot how much I loved to write. Just pointless things about my life, random people reading. It's my way of venting, writing my own personal diary. Yet leaving it open to the world for people to explore. To see my view on things, see my reactions, and know that people out there aren't alone. I've gone through life thinking no one else understood what I go through. But with age comes wisdom. I've learned a lot, seen a lot, experienced more than some people would imagine, and much less than others must go through. If I've learned anything in life it's that we shouldn't take it for granted.

"Take life for granted." I mean we all do it. Go around and spend money on pointless things. Complain that we don't have the "in" thing. Why do we do it? There are people around the world starving, dying, and crying. We say life isn't fair when we don't get our way! Let me tell you something, for people like US life is fair. We have a roof over our heads, food on the table, friends and family who love us, and lives to live. Not everyone has these things. Have you ever of those people without roof's over their heads, without food on their tables, without friends and family to help them get through rough times. I think everyone just needs a reality check. Realize what we have, and live life to the fullest. Make sure we tell our families how much we love and care for them. How grateful we are to have them in our lives, doing all they have done for us.

Family events. Probably my favourite thing to do in my spare time. Seeing my family, even my friends makes me so much happier. I had the pleasure of going to my cousins wedding yesterday. Seeing family I haven't seen in ages. Spending time with people I love the most. Watching my cousin with complete happiness in her life, a wonderful husband, and two amazing twin sons. Life doesn't get any better than that. Watching the happiness on their faces was probably the most satisfying thing of life. I'm looking forward to that day of my life, eternal happiness, joy and bliss. A girl couldn't ask for anything better...



I could go on and on about the things I love most in life but I don't think there would be enough time, or battery on my laptop to type it up! I think that my point for today is live life to the fullest. Live, laugh and love. Don't let people get to you. Just move on. Life isn't worth being sad all the time. It's time for happiness, all the time. Smiles and laughter filling the air. It's the most rewarding thing in life.

Anyways, its about 12:30 and I have a huge exam tomorrow. I guess I should be heading off to bed. Goodnight wonderful people all over the world,

KN.