Feelings....

Feeling...looking up the word in the dictionary, with over 10 meanings, I'm still confused by it. I have feelings for you, thinking you have feelings for me. Could it be possible? Could the unthinkable happen? I'm faced with these questions every day. I wish everyone could just be straight up, say it as it is, without getting in trouble that is.
There are so many rules... rules rules rules! Don't do this, but do that. I understand the concept of rules and boundaries, I really do. It's just unfair in certain situations. I'm infatuated, yes you heard me, INFATUATED. Someone I can't have but want so badly. It's not the thrill of the chase either. I know what I want and I will work hard to get it. Breaking the rules or not, I can keep a secret.

All I want is a clandestine love affair.

Confidence. It's different than being cocky. I am confident. I will get what I want, with my head held high.

As for the rest of you.... feeling's aren't something you can mess around with. It's not fair to mess with someone's feelings. If you continue, you won't know what has hit you.. CAPISH. good.

My hitlist is steady at 4, don't make me go an higher....

KN